People always leave…?

Sometimes friends change, as is their right. Everybody changes, after all. Sometimes friendships then change, too. Sometimes I have found it hard to deal with this fact. This one was one of those times. 

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There was a time
When all the changes in you scared me
When all I wanted was for you to stay the same

And you did not see them, it
At that time I was angry and disappointed

I`m sorry
I should have trusted you
I did not see that you were happy
You let me go

When I did
See
I let you go, too, wishing you all the best
But still I was disappointed and sad

Then all of a sudden
You started to hold on to me
To our friendship
And I was in turmoil again
Coz I knew we could never be the same

I don`t know if you see that
I only remember last time you closed your eyes before all the changes

So I don´t know what`s in your head anymore
Nor do I know what fills your heart

I only know that the friend I once knew
Would have never let me go

And still we are holding on.