original title: Einladung zum Unvernünftigsein. But I realized it did not suit the sentiment. 😉
If being irrational
breaking through usual patterns
being spontaneously drawn to seeing him
having my hands and heart free
not looking back
sleeping too little, but next to him
not looking anxiously forward
just enjoying the moment
holding him
creating something different
feels like this, this happy
I want this.